Conflict....

Striving for greatness, but seems to fail.
Reaching for heaven, while living in hell.
Anxious to give, but reluctant to take.
Fearful of dying, and hasn't yet lived.

Wants to bask in the sun, but a creature of night.
A warm person at heart, but comes across cold.
Has it together, but falling apart.
Ready to finish, and has yet to start.

Keeping a smile, at the same time crying.
Wanting it all, but has just a bit.
Desperate to stop, but can't seem to quit.
Happy here, but wants to be there.

Running in place and getting nowhere.
Craving that poison, but trying to refrain.
Feeling just great, when really in pain.
Staring in awe, but trying to ignore.

Wanting just a little, but swearing, "NO MORE!"
Keeping a promise, but feeling so torn.
Proud of one's self, and too, feeling scorn.
Thinking no one cares, but sensing little concern.

Don't worry, it's cool, but the flames still burn.
Feeling so lonely, but afraid of devotion.
Wants to love openly, but can't show emotion.
Want's to take it easy, yet looks for storms to weather.
Not to worry, I will do it.